boohoo. UGH. i feel depressed. :| i went to mrs. magcamit at the consultation room to see how my grade is. WOW ah. decreasewd by two points. can't believe she even had to guts to say thyat with an effing smile. GAAD. how insulting could that be? I SWEAR. so, normally i'd just let it pass. but i didn't. GAAAD. :)) guess what, i cried my eyes out. i swear. how stupid can i be that i would be that low in math? seriously. i'm not trying to be arrogant or anything but HELLO. i used to join quiz bees in math and stuufff. i used to be a part of SINAG math. i used to be the treasurer of the effing GSSO. DAAAAMN. what the hell is happening to me? :((((( the older i get, the DUMBER I GET. i can consentrate, to be honest. and i don't know why. there's nothing on my mind. seriously. i'm just LAZY? i need to know how not to be lazy. my grades are really affecting me. I NEED HELP. i feel so degraded. :( i'm so stupiiddd. i'm the ONLY one in class who hasn't masterized the lesson for today. :| DAMN. that's why i hate being at the back. i can't hear very well. and i can't read very well. so i sleep. yeah. MAGALING KASI. this blog post is SOO over reactive but i sweaaar, it's killing me. :(( you have no freaking idea how it feels to be STUPID.


hay. wish me luck on monday. i'll be lucky if they even let me go online. PFT.