i really can't live without my phone. :| damn. i'm so bored. i can't do anything here. :| i can't watch too much TV. i can't use the net whenever i want to. so i get stuck here watching my brother listening to "single ladies" by beyonce. it sickens me. i've always suspected something bout that boy. anyway, i might not even be permitted to attend the bandfest. HAAA. evil. :|

N: ano ba yan super naloloka na talaga ako. ambobo ko na talaga.
J: hindi kaya. :)
N: ano ka ba. tae kayaa. pinag-iinitan na talaga ako! SOBRAA.
J: oo nga e. sabi na nga ni JL kawawa ka daw.
N: andami na nagsabi nun. wawa raw. :)) lagi pinag-iinitan. KKKKKKK.
J: sipsip ka nalang. :)))
N: YUN NGA E. :)) haha. natawa ako.
J: seryoso.
N: halaa.

OKAY. i'm not gonna kiss ass. i not going to spend or LIE to get better results. :PPP but that is the only solution. :| =))) JK. KKKKK. :| :| :| :|

i'm banned to use the PC. but what the hey. :)) my phone was taken away too. :| but luckily, i know where they hid it. HEHEHE. >:) damn. i'm really addicted to technology already. srsly. i have to upadte my iPod already. :| anyhoo. i spent my afternoon with Arlyze. :) aww. i missed her a lot. :) they had their palihan today. they came to school at 2? HAHAHA. loser. :)) k. today i realized that all the unhappiness in the world starts with her. :)))) as in. HAHA. everything BAD that has happened in her life and the lives of people(including yours truly) starts with her. HAHA. :))) in a good way. :P but i love her anyway. :) :))) then i went back to school. Lourdes was there. then Dominique too. she was sulking on her dilemnas. aw. :S my dad's coming upstairs, so TTFN. :) til next time. :) if there will ever be a next time.

Now Playing: Stuck on You by Paramore. :)

OKAAAY. time flies too fast. it really does. in a few weeks from now, i'll no longer see my friends. :( especially my senior friends. :(( damn. i really have to get my game on. K. :))))))) kidding. :p it's almost februaaary. :| bandfest, valentines day, and ermm stuff. :)) i really don't know how to ahidshdsnckh. damn. i hope it would go well. i really do. or else. or else. argh. :)) K. hope i won't look stupid. okay. none of you would get this. or maybe only a few can? :)) LABO. argh.

have you ever felt funny inside for no reason, smiling just because, and staring blankly into space while laughing? yeah. that's called obssesion. haha. but it doesn't distract me, it helps me concentrate. k konek. :)) amp. anyway, my dad wants me downstairs. TTFN. :>

TIRED. EFFING TIRREEED!! argh. :)))
most tiring PALIHAN to date.

so, sections 1, 2 && 3 went to Rizal today to visit the fisherfolks. :) My groupmates were, Nicole Salita, Alpha, Sabrina and Clara. :) we were assigned to a woman name "Lydiaa". Ohyeaa. she was okay, quite friendly. :)) she lived on probably the highest house in their village. GRABE. SUPER, we were struggling going up. D: then it was slippery. UGGH. :))

so we went to their neighbor's house. we got bored. HAHA. bastos lang. then she went down to their community to sell chocolate marshmallows. yeaaah. toasted chocolate marshmallows. it was weird. when the marshmallows were toasted, they turned yellow? EWWW. weird.

so we got bored again. so we circled around the area. then we saw snakes, dogs and cats. yeaa. then we went back to the house. then there were like two men there. they look like they're what i call "manggagahasa". SCAAARY. they were talking to us. :| but i looked lesbo with my cap, so they thought i was, uh, lesbo. haha. ohyea. there was this lady who followed me around, who kept on looking at me like a was some kind of uhhh, i dunno. LABO. :)) basta. whenever i went inside the karaoke place where she worked, she'd go in. then if i'd go out, she'll do the same. :)) then the STARE, gahd. gives me the willies. :| Nicole Salita said, maybe it was because i looked like a transgender or something? EWWW. gross. :))) okay. i'm not so sure if this is appropriate to blog about. but what the hey. no one would read this anyway. haha. i hope.)

gahd. i really wanted to go home that time. then finally 2:00pm came. HORRAY! :D happy day. :D i didn't do anything inside the bus but sleep. and listen to the karaoke singers. :) grabe. i slept on Clara. kahiya. tuloy laway pa ko. pero di nahalata. HAHAHA. k.

TTFN. :)

boohoo. UGH. i feel depressed. :| i went to mrs. magcamit at the consultation room to see how my grade is. WOW ah. decreasewd by two points. can't believe she even had to guts to say thyat with an effing smile. GAAD. how insulting could that be? I SWEAR. so, normally i'd just let it pass. but i didn't. GAAAD. :)) guess what, i cried my eyes out. i swear. how stupid can i be that i would be that low in math? seriously. i'm not trying to be arrogant or anything but HELLO. i used to join quiz bees in math and stuufff. i used to be a part of SINAG math. i used to be the treasurer of the effing GSSO. DAAAAMN. what the hell is happening to me? :((((( the older i get, the DUMBER I GET. i can consentrate, to be honest. and i don't know why. there's nothing on my mind. seriously. i'm just LAZY? i need to know how not to be lazy. my grades are really affecting me. I NEED HELP. i feel so degraded. :( i'm so stupiiddd. i'm the ONLY one in class who hasn't masterized the lesson for today. :| DAMN. that's why i hate being at the back. i can't hear very well. and i can't read very well. so i sleep. yeah. MAGALING KASI. this blog post is SOO over reactive but i sweaaar, it's killing me. :(( you have no freaking idea how it feels to be STUPID.


hay. wish me luck on monday. i'll be lucky if they even let me go online. PFT.

okay. so i just woke up. UGH. damn. they got my phone last night. and by they, i mean my parents. the story goes like this. my brother wanted to borrow my phone cause he ran out of load. he went in my room where both of my parents slept for the night. so i lent him my phone. i have to. D: k forced. i had two katexts that time. one of them REALLY important. :> K. so all he wanted was just one text. it took him about 5mins? darn. then i wanted it back already. he didn't give it. so we quarreled then my parents got mad blahbla THEN THEY TOOK M Y f*CKING PHONE?! UNFAIR. he was the one who used it! DAAAAMN. that's my only way to set free my inhibitions and communicate with people i really really care for. and they took it all away. that's what makes my family sucks. they don't respect me. they don't none of them do. and my 'extended family' really sucks. all of them fighting quarreling. and because of that i can't even see my grandmother anymore. my family SUCKS. i don't hate them. i just didslike them sometimes. okay. this is such a harsh post. i knnnoooooow. but it really sucks. i mean. hello?! damn. i need my phone back. i really need it badly. HOPE i'll get it back soon. UGGGH. if i don't, i'll seriously go on a hunger strike. and yes that is possible to do. i've done it before. TTFN.

i'm so effing bored. i swear to God. i can't do anything here. and i'm too lazy to do any 'important' stuff. okay. soo, my aunt just moved in next door last wednesday. yeah. :) now i expect that everyday there would be tons of people in my living room speaking in Chavacano. yeaa. but i'm used to it. okayokay. that's the weird thing about my family. none of us speak straight tagalog. we either use, english, chavacano or BISAYA. yeah, weird. darn darn. i wanna go somewheeere. but where to? when all the doors aren't open for me. :| K EMO NA. tae. tae talaga. just wish that some people would change. K. pointless post. haaaa-haaaa. TTFN. :)

i want to make this blogspot, KEWL. but sadly. i can't. hahahaha.

i really have to work on my titles. seriously. haha. uh, well.. i really really don't know what to write here. i don't usually blog. unlike Patch. she does it for a living. :P swear. check out her multiply. hahaha. so yeah. just an effing ordinary day in school. same old, same old. :P i want CHANGE. i need that. some of you who might(? :))) ) read this won't get it. cause the only people who get this are those who don't know that i even own a blogspot. :P K. except one pala.

YON. so i went to Mcdo banawe ahile ago with sila ate Rina, ate Sienna, ate Marian, ate Jodie, ate Claud, and ate Ariel. :) then balik school. uh. that's all for now. K corny nun...ayun TTFN. :)

so yeah. it was KINDA fun. boring actually. K LABO. we won at Vball though. :) :> :))) wait. restrestrest. i need rest. :|

finally. my blogspot is FIXED. at last! HAHA. CREDITS TO ateSIENNA-BEE. :)
WEE! k. i can't type very well. my butt aches. soo much. and my legs are throbbing. k walang connection sa arms e. pero get? basta yun na yun. okay. TTFN. :)